I don't know..

I don't know how I am feeling right now. I am feeling slightly sad, slightly needy, slightly blah. I need to be hugged. I need to be held. I need to be loved. I need something, something more than I can give myself. I guess I feel empty. Like I have this void that needs to be filled. It hit me suddenly today. Maybe it's because I have been looking up stuff about babies? Maybe it's because I was listening to stuff about gay marriage. Maybe those things made me vulnerable. Or maybe I was feeling this way already and then I searched for those things to find comfort. I can't really remember now. I think i'ts the latter, but regardless I still feel the same as I did this morning. :-(